Loneliness

She crept on me like the darkness
drew out all the sanity and boldness
the child in me lamented in her clutches
her shadow, oh! it gives me shivers
it brought inside me all those fears
those were the days when i feared her much
though there were no reasons as such
and now here are the days i long for loneliness
it is a passion nowadays to spent time for the meaningless
never was this feeling so divine
but it always told me it was mine and just mine.